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Just an update post i guess??

Guess i'll be on here more often from now on. 

No guarantee of course.

Meh....i ran out of things to say. 

Think i might finally change username on here.

We shall see...

Thanks to:  

I may or may not be referencing a certain Sonic song here.

Anyway!

Hello everyone! How have all of you been? 

Me? Oh certainly not just goofing around for nearly the whole entire year and being unmotivated to do much of anything. Except come up with drawing ideas and concept art I may or may not ever show to the public due to pain a painfully shy human.

But in all honesty, I actually have been working on some new stuff. 
That I just can't seem to finish no matter how much effort and time I put into it. 

Thinking of eventually opening some kind of account to sell art or do commissions cause I need money and I'm a hopeless wreck to get a job like a normal person. 

Tottally looking forward to that! 

Dear God. No I ain't.

And that's all the update news you're getting out of me for now!

  ~SOCh


P.s. Admittedly writing a journal entry when it's 2 am where I live is clearly another one of my bad choices of not sleeping in early for once in my life.
Alas! The life of an aspiring self taught artist never seems to end! (Lol)

Update: For some dumb reason i can't strikethrough text on my own journals...

Originally I was planning on just finally changing my username but then it occurred to me there's so many art and people that I watch and like that sometimes I forget what I use to like as I get older and prefer different art styles or now have slightly different options about things due to my lack of understanding when I first made this account which, if I recall correctly I was pretty young. I was just sort of browsing around not sure if I had the confidence to showing off my art or not. And might be the reason why I made the excuse cause of my laziness (while admittedly it's rather just a poor excuse)
I know I've gotten better with my art and drawings and there's so many projects I wanted to start working on but I'm always unsure if I have the capability to accomplish it all.
I have everything I need to make great art, I just need motivation and to stop being shy and skeptical of my art because what might happen to it later on in the future.
I really want to put myself outhere to stop being so damn shy even when no one knows what I really look like or how I really am.
It's a horrible torturous habit of mindset I know I need to work on. And yeah I know now that's okay.
If I don't make a new account, I will plan on...well making it look as if it was new or something...which will require hours of my time.
Really the only reason I'm doing this when I have a few other social media accounts where I can post with ease is probably because I grew up with this site and its help me learn so many things. About the fandoms I'm in and how to be a better artist and person in general.
Which is why this place means a lot to me even if doesnt seem like it at all.
I got no more excuses. I'm an adult now.
So, now it's time for me to get to work!
(Despite having to do homework ...College...Yesh....I keep forgetting why I ever agreed to attend in the first place...I serisouly hate homework >~<)

It's crazy to think that i seem to share birthdays with Deviant Art.
I'm a year older than this place though.

Still it's pretty cool!

I now own a Wacom so hopefully i'll be able to get into more of the digital art soon.

 I ran out of things to say.

So laters!